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PART IV - CHAPTER I “Can this be still a dream?” Raskolnikov thought once more. He looked carefully and suspiciously at the unexpected visitor. “Svidrigaïlov! What nonsense! It can’t be!” he said at last aloud in bewilderment. His visitor did not seem at all surprised at this exclamation. “I’ve come to you for two reasons. In the first place, I wanted to make your personal acquaintance, as I have already heard a great deal about you that is interesting and flattering; secondly, I cherish the hope that you may not refuse to assist me in a matter directly concerning the welfare of your sister, Avdotya Romanovna. For without your support she might not let me come near her now, for she is prejudiced against me, but with your assistance I reckon on...” “You reckon wrongly,” interrupted Raskolnikov. “They only arrived yesterday, may I ask you?” Raskolnikov made no reply. “It was yesterday, I know. I only arrived myself the day before. Well, let me tell you this, Rodion Romanovitch, I don’t consider it necessary to justify myself, but kindly tell me what was there particularly criminal on my part in all this business, speaking without prejudice, with common sense?” Raskolnikov continued to look at him in silence. “That in my own house I persecuted a defenceless girl and ‘insulted her with my infamous proposals’--is that it? (I am anticipating you.) But you’ve only to assume that I, too, am a man _et nihil humanum_... in a word, that I am...
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Summary
Raskolnikov finds himself in a strange, almost dreamlike state as he wanders the streets after his confession to Sonya. The weight of what he's done and what he must do next creates an odd sense of detachment from reality. He moves through familiar places that now feel foreign, as if seeing them through different eyes. This chapter captures that surreal feeling when you've made a life-changing decision but haven't fully acted on it yet - you're suspended between your old life and whatever comes next. Raskolnikov experiences moments of clarity mixed with confusion, sometimes feeling resolved about confessing publicly, other times questioning everything again. The city itself seems to reflect his internal state, with ordinary scenes taking on new meaning. He observes people going about their daily lives, struck by how normal everything appears when his own world has been turned upside down. This psychological limbo is something many readers will recognize - that floating sensation after a major decision when you're committed to a path but haven't walked it yet. Dostoevsky masterfully shows how the mind processes enormous change, cycling between acceptance and resistance. The chapter also explores how isolation affects decision-making. Raskolnikov realizes that despite Sonya's love and support, he must ultimately face the consequences of his actions alone. This speaks to a universal truth about personal responsibility - others can guide and support us, but some journeys we must take ourselves. The chapter builds tension not through external action but through internal pressure, showing how the anticipation of consequences can be as torturous as the consequences themselves.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Psychological realism
A literary technique that focuses on the inner workings of characters' minds rather than just their actions. Dostoevsky pioneered showing how people actually think - with contradictions, sudden changes, and circular reasoning. This helps us understand why people make seemingly irrational decisions.
Confession
In Russian Orthodox culture, confession wasn't just admitting wrongdoing - it was believed to spiritually cleanse the soul. For Raskolnikov, the act of confessing represents both punishment and potential redemption. It's about facing truth, not just avoiding consequences.
Alienation
The feeling of being disconnected from other people and society, even when surrounded by crowds. Raskolnikov experiences this intensely - he's physically present in the world but feels completely separate from it. Many people today recognize this feeling of being alone in a crowd.
Moral crisis
When someone's beliefs about right and wrong are completely shaken, usually after a major event. Raskolnikov is experiencing this - his old way of thinking has collapsed, but he hasn't yet built a new moral framework to guide him.
St. Petersburg
Russia's capital city in the 1860s, known for its oppressive atmosphere, poverty, and social tensions. The city itself becomes almost like a character in the novel, with its cramped apartments and crowded streets reflecting the psychological pressure on the characters.
Liminal state
Being caught between two phases of life - no longer who you were, but not yet who you'll become. Raskolnikov is in this in-between space after deciding to confess but before actually doing it. It's like being suspended in time.
Characters in This Chapter
Raskolnikov
Protagonist in crisis
Wanders the streets in a dreamlike state after confessing to Sonya, caught between his old life and whatever comes next. His detachment from reality shows how the mind processes enormous life changes - cycling between clarity and confusion.
Sonya
Spiritual guide
Though not physically present in this chapter, her influence weighs heavily on Raskolnikov's mind. Her love and support have given him the strength to consider confession, but he realizes he must ultimately face the consequences alone.
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to identify and navigate the psychological suspension that occurs between making major life decisions and acting on them.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"It was as if he had cut himself off from everyone and everything with a knife."
Context: Describing Raskolnikov's psychological state as he walks through the city
This powerful image captures the complete isolation that comes with carrying a terrible secret. The knife metaphor connects to his crime while showing how guilt literally cuts us off from human connection.
"Everything seemed strange and wonderful, as if he were seeing it all for the first time."
Context: Raskolnikov observing familiar streets with new eyes after his confession to Sonya
Major decisions change how we see the world - familiar places suddenly look different because we ourselves have changed. This captures that surreal feeling of being the same person in the same place, but everything feeling transformed.
"He felt that he had cut himself off from everyone and from everything at that moment."
Context: Raskolnikov realizing his complete isolation despite being surrounded by people
This shows how guilt and major life changes can make us feel completely alone, even in a crowded city. It speaks to the universal experience of feeling disconnected when going through personal crisis.
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
Thematic Threads
Isolation
In This Chapter
Raskolnikov realizes he must face consequences alone despite support
Development
Evolved from physical isolation to psychological isolation even with connection
Personal Responsibility
In This Chapter
Understanding that others can guide but some journeys are solitary
Development
Deepened from avoiding responsibility to accepting its individual nature
Identity Transformation
In This Chapter
Familiar places feel foreign as his worldview shifts
Development
Advanced from questioning identity to experiencing active transformation
Social Disconnection
In This Chapter
Observing normal life while feeling completely separate from it
Development
Intensified from feeling superior to society to feeling removed from it
Internal Conflict
In This Chapter
Cycling between resolve and doubt about confession
Development
Evolved from moral confusion to decision-making anxiety
Modern Adaptation
The Space Between Decision and Action
Following Rodion's story...
Rodion walks through his neighborhood in a daze after finally admitting to his sister that he's been dealing drugs to pay rent. The familiar bodega, the bus stop where he used to wait for classes, the corner where he first met his dealer—everything looks the same but feels completely different. He's committed to turning himself in, but hasn't done it yet. This limbo creates a surreal disconnect. He watches people buying groceries, commuting to work, living normal lives while he floats between his old identity and whatever comes next. Sometimes he feels resolved about facing the consequences. Other times, panic sets in and he questions everything. The weight of anticipation becomes its own torture. He knows he can't go back to who he was, but he hasn't become who he needs to be yet. His phone buzzes with texts from friends who don't know his world has ended. He moves through familiar routines—buying coffee, checking mail—like an actor playing his former self. The decision is made, but the action remains suspended in this strange psychological space where time feels both frozen and racing forward.
The Road
The road Raskolnikov walked in 1866, Rodion walks today. The pattern is identical: decision limbo creates psychological suspension between committing to major change and executing it. Your familiar world becomes foreign when you're seeing it through the eyes of who you're becoming rather than who you were.
The Map
This chapter provides the map for navigating decision limbo. Rodion can use it to understand that the dreamlike disconnection is normal, that cycling between resolve and doubt doesn't mean he's making the wrong choice, and that setting a concrete deadline for action will break the suspended state.
Amplification
Before reading this, Rodion might have thought the floating feeling meant he was losing his mind or making the wrong decision. Now he can NAME it as decision limbo, PREDICT the emotional whiplash between certainty and doubt, and NAVIGATE it by using the suspension time for practical preparation rather than endless cycling.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What does Raskolnikov experience as he wanders the streets after confessing to Sonya, and how do familiar places now feel to him?
- 2
Why does making a major decision create this dreamlike, disconnected feeling where everything seems foreign even though nothing has actually changed yet?
- 3
When have you experienced this 'limbo state' after making a big decision but before acting on it - maybe deciding to quit a job, end a relationship, or make a major move?
- 4
How would you help someone navigate the emotional whiplash between certainty and doubt that comes with life-changing decisions?
- 5
What does this chapter reveal about why anticipating consequences is often more torturous than facing the actual consequences?
Critical Thinking Exercise
Map Your Decision Limbo
Think of a major decision you're currently considering or recently made but haven't fully acted on. Write down three ways your daily environment feels different now that this decision is in your mind. Then identify one concrete step you could take this week to move from thinking about the change to preparing for it.
Consider:
- •Notice how your perspective on familiar people and places shifts when you're mentally preparing for change
- •Consider whether you're using this limbo time productively for planning or just cycling through doubt
- •Remember that the floating, unreal feeling is temporary - action breaks the psychological suspension
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 22: The Second Interview
The coming pages reveal the pressure of psychological warfare, and teach us to maintain composure under attack. These discoveries help us navigate similar situations in our own lives.