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CHAPTER XXXII New Year. The old, shabby, inglorious outlived calendar came down. The new one went up. January was a month of storms. It snowed for three weeks on end. The thermometer went miles below zero and stayed there. But, as Barney and Valancy pointed out to each other, there were no mosquitoes. And the roar and crackle of their big fire drowned the howls of the north wind. Good Luck and Banjo waxed fat and developed resplendent coats of thick, silky fur. Nip and Tuck had gone. “But they’ll come back in spring,” promised Barney. There was no monotony. Sometimes they had dramatic little private spats that never even thought of becoming quarrels. Sometimes Roaring Abel dropped in—for an evening or a whole day—with his old tartan cap and his long red beard coated with snow. He generally brought his fiddle and played for them, to the delight of all except Banjo, who would go temporarily insane and retreat under Valancy’s bed. Sometimes Abel and Barney talked while Valancy made candy for them; sometimes they sat and smoked in silence _à la_ Tennyson and Carlyle, until the Blue Castle reeked and Valancy fled to the open. Sometimes they played checkers fiercely and silently the whole night through. Sometimes they all ate the russet apples Abel had brought, while the jolly old clock ticked the delightful minutes away. “A plate of apples, an open fire, and ‘a jolly goode booke whereon to looke’ are a fair substitute for heaven,” vowed...
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Summary
Winter settles over the Blue Castle like a protective blanket, and Valancy discovers that happiness has seasons of its own. She and Barney create their own world of simple rituals—evening fires, checker games with Roaring Abel, late-night conversations that span everything from books to dreams. Valancy finds particular joy in those middle-of-the-night moments when she wakes up just to savor her contentment, watching the dying embers and feeling Barney's steady breathing beside her. These aren't the dramatic romantic scenes of novels, but something deeper: the quiet intimacy of shared daily life. Valancy notices that Barney's laugh has changed, becoming more genuine and less cynical, while her own laughter comes naturally now instead of the forced giggles of her old life. She's convinced herself that Barney must be a bank defaulter hiding from his past, but it doesn't matter to her—she's learned to live in the present moment. This peaceful existence gets shattered when Barney goes for a woodland walk and gets caught in a vicious late-winter storm. Valancy spends a terrifying night alone, imagining him lost or dead in the wilderness. When he finally returns the next day, unharmed and almost casual about the danger, Valancy realizes something profound has shifted in her. The terror of potentially losing him has revealed just how completely her heart belongs to this man and this life. Her happiness has made her vulnerable in ways she never expected, but also shown her the true depth of what she's found.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Domestic contentment
The deep satisfaction found in simple, everyday routines shared with loved ones. In this era, it was often seen as women's primary source of fulfillment, but Montgomery shows it as genuinely meaningful when chosen freely.
Modern Usage:
We see this in couples who find joy in cooking together, binge-watching shows, or just existing peacefully in the same space.
Seasonal isolation
Being cut off from the outside world during harsh winter months, common in rural Canada. This forced people to rely entirely on their immediate household for companionship and entertainment.
Modern Usage:
Similar to how we felt during pandemic lockdowns - thrown back on our closest relationships to see if they could sustain us.
Vulnerability through love
The way deep attachment makes us emotionally exposed to loss and pain. Valancy discovers that happiness creates its own form of fear - the terror of losing what you've found.
Modern Usage:
Anyone who's fallen hard knows this feeling - suddenly you have something precious that could be taken away.
Present-moment living
Choosing to focus on current happiness rather than worrying about past or future. Valancy consciously decides not to probe Barney's mysterious background.
Modern Usage:
What therapists today call mindfulness - staying grounded in what's actually happening now instead of spiraling about what-ifs.
Midnight contentment
Those peaceful moments of waking in the night and feeling grateful for your life. A sign of deep emotional security and satisfaction with your choices.
Modern Usage:
The opposite of 3am anxiety - when you wake up and feel lucky instead of worried about tomorrow's problems.
Rustic hospitality
The tradition of simple, generous welcome - sharing food, warmth, and time without formal ceremony. Roaring Abel represents this old-fashioned neighborliness.
Modern Usage:
Like friends who show up with takeout and stay for hours, or neighbors who actually know each other's names.
Characters in This Chapter
Valancy
Protagonist experiencing deep contentment
She's learned to savor simple pleasures and live in the moment. The storm that threatens Barney forces her to confront how vulnerable her happiness has made her.
Modern Equivalent:
The woman who finally found her person and realizes she has everything to lose
Barney
Mysterious husband figure
His casual attitude toward danger contrasts with Valancy's terror of losing him. His genuine laughter shows he's healing from whatever drove him to isolation.
Modern Equivalent:
The partner with a complicated past who's finally learning to be happy
Roaring Abel
Eccentric neighbor and friend
Provides companionship and entertainment during the isolated winter months. His fiddle playing and checker games create the social fabric of their small world.
Modern Equivalent:
The quirky neighbor who becomes chosen family
Good Luck and Banjo
Household pets
Their thriving in the winter environment mirrors Valancy's own flourishing. Banjo's reaction to the fiddle music provides comic relief.
Modern Equivalent:
The pets who make a house feel like home
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to identify when fear signals deep investment rather than actual danger.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when anxiety spikes about something good in your life—ask yourself if the fear is proportional to the meaning, not just the risk.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"A plate of apples, an open fire, and 'a jolly goode booke whereon to looke' are a fair substitute for heaven"
Context: While enjoying simple pleasures with Barney and Abel during a winter evening
This shows how completely Valancy's values have transformed. She's found that happiness doesn't require wealth or status - just genuine connection and simple comforts.
In Today's Words:
Sometimes the best nights are just snacks, Netflix, and good company
"Sometimes they had dramatic little private spats that never even thought of becoming quarrels"
Context: Describing the natural rhythm of Valancy and Barney's relationship
This captures healthy relationship dynamics - conflict without destruction, passion without drama. Their disagreements are playful rather than threatening.
In Today's Words:
They could bicker without it turning into a whole thing
"She would wake up in the night and lie there luxuriating in her happiness"
Context: Describing Valancy's midnight moments of gratitude
This shows the depth of her contentment - she's so grateful for her new life that she savors it even in sleep. It's the opposite of insomnia from anxiety.
In Today's Words:
She'd wake up at 2am and think 'damn, my life is actually good now'
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Vulnerability Price of Deep Happiness
The deeper your emotional investment in something good, the more vulnerable you become to the fear of losing it.
Thematic Threads
Contentment
In This Chapter
Valancy finds deep satisfaction in simple daily rituals and quiet intimacy rather than dramatic romance
Development
Evolved from desperate escape to genuine peace—she's learned what actually makes her happy
In Your Life:
True contentment often comes from ordinary moments, not the exciting experiences we think we need.
Vulnerability
In This Chapter
Barney's absence reveals how much Valancy has to lose and how her happiness has made her emotionally exposed
Development
Introduced here as the shadow side of her newfound joy
In Your Life:
The more you care about something, the more power it has to hurt you—but avoiding care isn't the answer.
Present Moment
In This Chapter
Valancy savors midnight moments of contentment and chooses not to worry about Barney's mysterious past
Development
Deepened from earlier chapters where she began choosing immediate experience over future fears
In Your Life:
Learning to live in the present means accepting uncertainty about the future while fully experiencing what's good right now.
Authentic Self
In This Chapter
Both Valancy and Barney's laughter becomes more genuine, showing how real connection brings out true personality
Development
Continued growth from her initial rebellion—she's not just rejecting the old self but becoming genuinely new
In Your Life:
The right relationships and environments don't just accept who you are—they help you become more yourself.
Fear
In This Chapter
Valancy's terror about losing Barney shows how love creates new categories of fear she never experienced before
Development
New development—fear as consequence of joy rather than obstacle to it
In Your Life:
Some fears are actually signs that you've found something valuable, not warnings to run away.
Modern Adaptation
When Happiness Makes You Hostage
Following Valancy's story...
Valancy has been living with Marcus in his cabin outside town for six months now, the happiest period of her life. They've created simple routines—morning coffee together, evening card games, quiet talks that stretch past midnight. She's convinced Marcus is running from something, maybe unpaid child support or a bankruptcy, but she doesn't care. This peaceful existence shatters when Marcus doesn't come home from his construction job. His phone goes straight to voicemail. Valancy spends a sleepless night imagining accidents, arrests, or worse—that he's simply left her. When he finally walks through the door the next evening, explaining that the crew got stranded by a flash flood and his phone died, Valancy realizes something has fundamentally changed. The terror of losing him has shown her how completely her heart belongs to this man and this life. Her happiness has made her vulnerable in ways she never expected.
The Road
The road Valancy walked in 1926, Valancy walks today. The pattern is identical: the deeper your investment in happiness, the more you have to lose, and the more fear can paralyze you.
The Map
This chapter provides a navigation tool for managing the vulnerability that comes with deep contentment. When fear strikes because something matters to you, recognize it as evidence of value, not a warning to retreat.
Amplification
Before reading this, Valancy might have seen her terror as proof she was too dependent or that happiness was dangerous. Now she can NAME vulnerability as the price of meaning, PREDICT that caring deeply creates fear, and NAVIGATE by accepting this as natural rather than pathological.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What changes in Valancy's daily life during the winter, and how does she feel about these simple routines with Barney?
analysis • surface - 2
Why does Valancy's happiness during the storm night turn into terror, and what does this reveal about the relationship between caring deeply and feeling vulnerable?
analysis • medium - 3
Think about something in your own life that you care deeply about. How has caring about it made you more vulnerable to worry or fear?
application • medium - 4
When you have something precious to lose, how do you balance protecting it with still living fully and taking reasonable risks?
application • deep - 5
What does Valancy's experience teach us about the cost of meaningful relationships and whether that cost is worth paying?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Map Your Vulnerability Investment
Create a simple chart with two columns: 'Things That Matter Most to Me' and 'Fears That Come With Them.' List 3-5 important things in your life (relationships, goals, values) and honestly name the specific fears that come with caring about each one. This isn't about whether the fears are rational, just about recognizing the connection between meaning and vulnerability.
Consider:
- •Notice which fears feel manageable versus overwhelming
- •Consider whether any fears are holding you back from deeper investment
- •Think about which meaningful things you might be avoiding because of potential loss
Journaling Prompt
Write about one thing you care deeply about but sometimes avoid fully embracing because you're afraid of losing it. How might you live more fully with that thing while accepting the vulnerability it brings?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 33: Spring Awakening and Family Ghosts
What lies ahead teaches us to appreciate beauty in the present moment without letting perfection anxiety steal your joy, and shows us choosing your own path means accepting that some people will never understand your happiness. These patterns appear in literature and life alike.