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CHAPTER XXXIX She must write a note. The imp in the back of her mind laughed. In every story she had ever read when a runaway wife decamped from home she left a note, generally on the pin-cushion. It was not a very original idea. But one had to leave something intelligible. What was there to do but write a note? She looked vaguely about her for something to write with. Ink? There was none. Valancy had never written anything since she had come to the Blue Castle, save memoranda of household necessaries for Barney. A pencil sufficed for them, but now the pencil was not to be found. Valancy absently crossed to the door of Bluebeard’s Chamber and tried it. She vaguely expected to find it locked, but it opened unresistingly. She had never tried it before, and did not know whether Barney habitually kept it locked or not. If he did, he must have been badly upset to leave it unlocked. She did not realise that she was doing something he had told her not to do. She was only looking for something to write with. All her faculties were concentrated on deciding just what she would say and how she would say it. There was not the slightest curiosity in her as she went into the lean-to. There were no beautiful women hanging by their hair on the walls. It seemed a very harmless apartment, with a commonplace little sheet-iron stove in the middle of it, its...
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Summary
Valancy faces the hardest decision of her life as she prepares to leave the Blue Castle and Barney behind. Needing to write a farewell note, she enters Barney's forbidden room for the first time, expecting to find his mysterious secrets. Instead, she discovers something completely ordinary yet extraordinary: galley proofs revealing that Barney is actually John Foster, the famous nature writer whose books she's loved for years. This revelation explains small mysteries that had puzzled her, like how Barney had an advance copy of Foster's latest book. But the discovery doesn't change her resolve. Valancy writes a painfully formal letter explaining that Dr. Trent's mistake about her heart condition means their marriage was based on false pretenses. She apologizes for unintentionally trapping him and asks about divorce proceedings. She leaves behind the pearl necklace she now knows is worth fifteen thousand dollars—far too valuable a gift from a man who married her out of pity. As she feeds the pets one last time and locks up the house, Valancy realizes that leaving her beloved Blue Castle hurts almost as much as leaving Barney. The home that gave her a year of perfect happiness now looks empty and lifeless. Her discovery of Barney's true identity adds another layer of loss—she's leaving not just her husband, but also her favorite author, the man whose words about nature matched her own deepest feelings.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Bluebeard's Chamber
A reference to the fairy tale where Bluebeard's wife is forbidden to enter one room. In this context, it's Barney's off-limits room that Valancy has never entered. The name suggests dark secrets, but often the forbidden holds unexpected truths.
Modern Usage:
We still use this for any off-limits space or topic in relationships - like not checking your partner's phone or avoiding certain subjects.
Galley proofs
Early printed versions of a book before final publication, used for editing and corrections. Finding these reveals Barney's secret identity as author John Foster. They're like rough drafts that publishers send to authors.
Modern Usage:
Today we'd find draft emails, unpublished social media posts, or early versions of work that reveal someone's hidden projects or identity.
Pen name
A fake name authors use instead of their real name when publishing. Barney writes as 'John Foster' while living as 'Barney Snaith.' This allows him privacy and separation between his public and private life.
Modern Usage:
Like having different usernames online, or influencers keeping their real names private while building their brand under a stage name.
Marriage of convenience
A marriage based on practical reasons rather than love - in this case, Valancy thought she was dying and Barney seemed to pity her. Now that she's healthy, she feels the marriage was based on false pretenses.
Modern Usage:
We see this in relationships that start for practical reasons - citizenship, financial security, or social expectations - rather than genuine connection.
False pretenses
Getting something through lies or misrepresentation. Valancy believes she trapped Barney in marriage because she thought she was dying when she wasn't. She feels guilty about the deception, even though it was unintentional.
Modern Usage:
Like staying in a job you got by exaggerating your skills, or feeling guilty about a relationship that started when you weren't being your authentic self.
Formal letter style
The stiff, polite way people wrote important letters in the 1920s, especially about serious matters like divorce. Valancy uses this cold tone to distance herself emotionally from the painful task of leaving Barney.
Modern Usage:
Like sending a professional breakup text instead of talking in person - using formal language to create emotional distance during difficult conversations.
Characters in This Chapter
Valancy
Protagonist making a painful sacrifice
She discovers Barney's secret identity as her favorite author but still chooses to leave him, believing their marriage was based on her false belief she was dying. She's trying to do what she thinks is right, even though it breaks her heart.
Modern Equivalent:
The person who breaks up with someone they love because they think it's 'the right thing to do'
Barney
The unknowingly revealed secret-keeper
His true identity as famous nature writer John Foster is accidentally discovered when he leaves his forbidden room unlocked. He's absent during this revelation, unaware that Valancy now knows his secret and is planning to leave him.
Modern Equivalent:
The partner whose private life gets discovered through an unlocked phone or computer while they're away
John Foster
Barney's secret identity
Revealed to be Barney through the galley proofs Valancy finds. This explains how Barney had advance copies of Foster's books and deepens Valancy's sense of loss - she's leaving both her husband and her favorite author.
Modern Equivalent:
Finding out your partner is actually a famous influencer or artist you've been following anonymously
Dr. Trent
The absent catalyst
Though not present in this chapter, his misdiagnosis of Valancy's heart condition is the reason she now feels she must leave Barney. His medical error has destroyed what she sees as the foundation of her marriage.
Modern Equivalent:
The expert whose mistake changes everything - like a financial advisor whose bad advice ruins a relationship
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to recognize when we're disguising fear of vulnerability as honorable behavior.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when you want to quit, leave, or withdraw to 'save' someone else from dealing with you—then ask if they actually asked you to go.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"She did not realise that she was doing something he had told her not to do. She was only looking for something to write with."
Context: As Valancy enters Barney's forbidden room without thinking about the boundary she's crossing
This shows how grief and emotional turmoil can make us act without our usual awareness. Valancy is so focused on the painful task of leaving that she doesn't even realize she's breaking Barney's one rule.
In Today's Words:
When you're going through something traumatic, you stop caring about the small rules and boundaries.
"There were no beautiful women hanging by their hair on the walls."
Context: Valancy's first impression of the mysterious room she expected to hold dark secrets
This deflates the fairy tale expectation with humor. The forbidden room holds no horrors, just the ordinary tools of a writer's trade. Sometimes our fears about what others are hiding are much worse than reality.
In Today's Words:
It wasn't nearly as dramatic or scary as she'd imagined it would be.
"She was leaving not just her husband, but also her favorite author."
Context: Valancy realizes the double loss she faces after discovering Barney's true identity
This captures the layered grief of losing someone who meant more to you than you even knew. The discovery adds depth to her loss rather than changing her decision - showing how principle can override even deeper love.
In Today's Words:
She was losing the person she married AND the artist whose work had meant everything to her.
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Road of Noble Self-Destruction
Choosing to sacrifice something good rather than risk an honest conversation about changed circumstances.
Thematic Threads
Class
In This Chapter
Valancy discovers Barney's wealth and success, making her feel their marriage was built on false equality
Development
Evolved from her family's class obsessions to her own internalized unworthiness around successful people
In Your Life:
You might feel this when you discover a friend or partner has more money, education, or status than you realized.
Identity
In This Chapter
Barney's secret identity as John Foster adds another layer to who he really is versus who Valancy thought she married
Development
Continued from earlier revelations about both characters' true selves versus their assumed roles
In Your Life:
You might experience this when someone you're close to reveals an important part of themselves they'd kept hidden.
Pride
In This Chapter
Valancy's pride prevents her from staying and working through the changed circumstances with Barney
Development
Transformed from her family's false pride to her own destructive pride that values dignity over relationship
In Your Life:
You might choose to end something good rather than admit you were wrong about the situation.
Communication
In This Chapter
Valancy writes a formal letter instead of talking to Barney directly about her discoveries and fears
Development
Regression from the honest communication she'd learned with Barney back to avoidance and assumptions
In Your Life:
You might write a text or email to end something important rather than having the difficult face-to-face conversation.
Self-Worth
In This Chapter
Valancy assumes Barney married her out of pity and that she's now trapping him, unable to see her own value
Development
Despite her growth, her core belief in her unworthiness resurfaces under pressure
In Your Life:
You might assume you're a burden to people who care about you when circumstances change.
Modern Adaptation
When the Promotion Goes Sideways
Following Valancy's story...
Valancy discovers her supervisor Marcus has been secretly advocating for her promotion to department head—the same Marcus she's been planning to quit on because she overheard him telling HR she was 'difficult to manage.' She'd assumed he wanted her gone, so she'd prepared her resignation letter and cleaned out her desk. But finding the promotion paperwork on his desk changes everything. Now she realizes her 'terminal diagnosis' courage to finally speak up at work wasn't the problem—it was exactly what impressed him. Instead of having an honest conversation about the misunderstanding, Valancy decides to turn down the promotion and transfer to another department. She tells herself she's being professional, that she can't accept a position from someone who clearly only promoted her out of obligation. She writes a formal email declining and requesting a transfer, convinced she's saving them both from an awkward situation.
The Road
The road Valancy walked in 1926, Valancy walks today. The pattern is identical: choosing noble retreat over honest conversation when pride feels safer than vulnerability.
The Map
This chapter provides a navigation tool for recognizing when we're about to noble-exit instead of having difficult conversations. It shows how to pause and ask what the other person actually wants versus what we fear they think.
Amplification
Before reading this, Valancy might have written that transfer request and spent years wondering 'what if.' Now she can NAME the noble-exit pattern, PREDICT where it leads (regret and lost opportunities), and NAVIGATE toward the awkward conversation instead.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What does Valancy discover in Barney's room, and how does this discovery change her understanding of their relationship?
analysis • surface - 2
Why does learning that Barney is successful and famous make Valancy more determined to leave, rather than less?
analysis • medium - 3
Think about someone you know who ended a relationship or quit a job rather than have a difficult conversation. What were they really afraid of?
application • medium - 4
If you were Barney's friend and found Valancy's letter, what would you tell him about why she really left?
application • deep - 5
What does Valancy's choice reveal about the difference between being noble and being honest?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Rewrite the Honest Conversation
Instead of writing a formal farewell letter, imagine Valancy decides to have an honest conversation with Barney about what she's discovered and how she's feeling. Write out what that conversation might sound like, starting with 'Barney, I need to tell you something difficult...' Focus on what she's actually afraid of rather than the noble reasons she gives in her letter.
Consider:
- •What is Valancy really afraid Barney will say or do?
- •How might Barney's response surprise her?
- •What questions should she ask instead of making assumptions about what he wants?
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you chose to withdraw or leave rather than have a difficult conversation. What were you really afraid would happen if you stayed and talked it through?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 40: Coming Home Changed
In the next chapter, you'll discover returning to old environments after growth can feel suffocating, and learn family dynamics shift when someone's perceived value changes. These insights reveal timeless patterns that resonate in our own lives and relationships.