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CHAPTER NINETEEN AMY’S WILL While these things were happening at home, Amy was having hard times at Aunt March’s. She felt her exile deeply, and for the first time in her life, realized how much she was beloved and petted at home. Aunt March never petted any one; she did not approve of it, but she meant to be kind, for the well-behaved little girl pleased her very much, and Aunt March had a soft place in her old heart for her nephew’s children, though she didn’t think it proper to confess it. She really did her best to make Amy happy, but, dear me, what mistakes she made. Some old people keep young at heart in spite of wrinkles and gray hairs, can sympathize with children’s little cares and joys, make them feel at home, and can hide wise lessons under pleasant plays, giving and receiving friendship in the sweetest way. But Aunt March had not this gift, and she worried Amy very much with her rules and orders, her prim ways, and long, prosy talks. Finding the child more docile and amiable than her sister, the old lady felt it her duty to try and counteract, as far as possible, the bad effects of home freedom and indulgence. So she took Amy by the hand, and taught her as she herself had been taught sixty years ago, a process which carried dismay to Amy’s soul, and made her feel like a fly in the web of a very...
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Summary
Amy struggles through her exile at Aunt March's house, feeling trapped by rigid rules and endless chores. The old woman means well but doesn't understand children, making Amy feel like 'a fly in the web of a very strict spider.' Only Laurie's visits and the kindly French maid Esther provide comfort. Esther helps Amy create a small prayer space where she can find peace and think of Beth. Inspired by Aunt March's will and her own mortality fears, Amy writes her own will, carefully dividing her few precious possessions among family and friends. The document reveals her generous heart—she leaves Jo her 'most precious plaster rabbit' as an apology for burning her story, and gives Beth her dolls 'if she lives after me.' When Laurie reads the will, he accidentally reveals that Beth has been preparing to give away her own belongings, confirming Amy's worst fears about her sister's condition. This chapter shows how hardship can accelerate maturity—Amy develops spiritual practices, confronts mortality, and learns to find meaning in small acts of love and generosity. Her childish spelling can't hide the document's emotional weight as she grapples with loss, forgiveness, and what legacy means even for a young girl.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Exile
Being forced to live away from home as punishment or consequence. In Amy's case, she's sent to live with Aunt March after burning Jo's manuscript. It's meant to teach her a lesson about consequences.
Modern Usage:
We see this when kids get sent to stay with strict relatives, or when someone has to move away from their support system due to their actions.
Docile
Easily taught, controlled, or handled. Aunt March finds Amy more manageable than Jo, who was rebellious. This makes the old woman think she can mold Amy more easily.
Modern Usage:
Describes employees who don't push back, students who follow rules without question, or anyone who goes along to get along.
Counteract
To work against something to reduce its effect. Aunt March believes Amy's loving home has spoiled her, so she tries to undo that 'damage' with strict discipline and rigid rules.
Modern Usage:
Like when parents try to counteract their teen's friend group influence, or when someone tries to balance out bad habits with good ones.
Last Will and Testament
A legal document stating how someone wants their possessions distributed after death. Amy writes one because she's thinking about mortality and wants to make peace with her family.
Modern Usage:
People still write wills today, but we also see this impulse in social media posts during crises or when people share passwords 'just in case.'
Penance
An act of self-punishment or sacrifice to show remorse for wrongdoing. Amy sees her time at Aunt March's as punishment for burning Jo's story, and tries to make spiritual amends.
Modern Usage:
When someone volunteers extra hours after messing up at work, or goes above and beyond to make up for hurting someone's feelings.
Indulgence
Allowing someone to have or do what they want, especially when it might not be good for them. Aunt March thinks the March parents are too permissive and loving.
Modern Usage:
The ongoing debate about helicopter parenting versus letting kids learn from natural consequences.
Characters in This Chapter
Amy March
Protagonist in exile
Struggles with homesickness and strict rules while trying to grow spiritually. Writes a will showing her generous heart and fear about Beth's illness. Learns to find comfort in small rituals and prayer.
Modern Equivalent:
The kid sent to live with strict grandparents who discovers inner strength
Aunt March
Well-meaning but misguided authority figure
Tries to discipline Amy through rigid rules and constant correction, believing love spoils children. Means well but lacks understanding of what children actually need to thrive.
Modern Equivalent:
The old-school boss who thinks tough love builds character
Esther
Compassionate helper
The French maid who shows Amy kindness and helps her create a small chapel for prayer. Provides the emotional support and understanding that Aunt March cannot give.
Modern Equivalent:
The school counselor or coworker who really gets you when everyone else doesn't
Laurie
Loyal friend and messenger
Visits Amy and accidentally reveals that Beth has been giving away her possessions, confirming Amy's fears about her sister's condition. Provides connection to home and normalcy.
Modern Equivalent:
The friend who stays in touch when you're going through a hard time
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to maintain mental and emotional autonomy even in controlling environments by establishing small, private refuges.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when you feel overwhelmed or controlled, then intentionally create one small space—physical or mental—that's entirely yours for processing and planning.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"She felt like a fly in the web of a very strict spider"
Context: Describing how trapped and helpless Amy feels under Aunt March's rigid rules and constant supervision
This metaphor captures the powerlessness children feel when controlled by adults who don't understand their needs. It shows Amy's growing awareness of unfair power dynamics.
In Today's Words:
She felt completely trapped with no way out
"I want to do something splendid before I go into my castle"
Context: Amy writing in her will about wanting to do good deeds before she dies
Shows Amy's desire to make her life meaningful and leave a positive impact. The 'castle' refers to heaven, revealing her spiritual thinking about death and legacy.
In Today's Words:
I want to do something amazing before I die
"If I should be sick, or anything, I wish you to give all my things to my family and friends"
Context: From Amy's handwritten will, distributing her few precious possessions
Despite being the youngest and having the least, Amy thinks generously about others. Her concern about being 'sick' reflects her worry about Beth and mortality in general.
In Today's Words:
If something happens to me, I want the people I love to have my stuff
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Road of Sacred Small Spaces
Humans create tiny refuges of autonomy and reflection when external pressures threaten to overwhelm their sense of self and purpose.
Thematic Threads
Mortality
In This Chapter
Amy writes her will, confronting death directly and deciding what legacy means even for a child
Development
Introduced here as Amy grapples with Beth's illness and her own fears
In Your Life:
You might find yourself making 'just in case' plans when health scares hit your family.
Generosity
In This Chapter
Amy's will reveals her instinct to give away her most precious possessions to heal relationships and show love
Development
Builds on earlier themes of sacrifice, now showing how hardship can deepen generosity
In Your Life:
You might discover that your most generous impulses emerge during your most difficult times.
Class
In This Chapter
Aunt March's rigid household rules and Amy's status as dependent relative highlight power imbalances
Development
Continues exploration of how economic dependence affects relationships and autonomy
In Your Life:
You might recognize this dynamic when staying with relatives or navigating workplace hierarchies.
Spiritual Growth
In This Chapter
Amy creates a prayer space and develops spiritual practices to cope with isolation and fear
Development
Shows how crisis can accelerate spiritual development beyond childhood patterns
In Your Life:
You might find yourself reaching for spiritual practices during your most challenging periods.
Forgiveness
In This Chapter
Amy leaves Jo her precious rabbit as an apology, showing how facing mortality clarifies what matters
Development
Evolves from earlier sister conflicts to deeper understanding of love's requirements
In Your Life:
You might find that health scares or loss make you want to clear the air with people you've hurt.
Modern Adaptation
When the Promotion Goes Sideways
Following Jo's story...
Jo's big break turns into a nightmare when the literary magazine editor who hired her as assistant editor turns out to be a micromanaging control freak. Every article gets rewritten, every idea gets shot down, and Jo feels like she's suffocating in the cramped office. The only bright spots are lunch breaks with Marcus from the print shop next door and coffee runs with Elena, the bilingual receptionist who actually gets her creative struggles. Elena helps Jo claim a corner of the break room as her writing space—just a folding table with her notebook and a small plant, but it becomes her sanctuary. There, inspired by a celebrity death that hits the news, Jo writes out her own will on a napkin during lunch break, dividing up her few valuable possessions: her laptop to her sister Amy (with an apology note for deleting her TikTok drafts), her collection of signed books to Beth if she outlives her cancer treatment. When Marcus finds the napkin and reads it, he accidentally lets slip that Beth has been giving away her art supplies to the kids she tutors, making Jo realize her sister's condition is worse than anyone's admitting.
The Road
The road Amy walked in 1868, Jo walks today. The pattern is identical: when life becomes overwhelming, we instinctively create small sacred spaces where we can process reality and reconnect with what truly matters.
The Map
This chapter provides the navigation tool of intentional space-making. Jo learns that even in toxic environments, she can carve out tiny refuges for clarity and planning.
Amplification
Before reading this, Jo might have just endured the suffocating job without fighting back. Now she can NAME the need for sacred space, PREDICT when she'll need it most, and NAVIGATE by creating intentional refuges anywhere.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
Why does Amy create a prayer corner at Aunt March's house, and what does she use it for?
analysis • surface - 2
What does Amy's will reveal about her relationships with each family member, especially in how she chooses what to leave them?
analysis • medium - 3
Where do you see people today creating their own 'sacred small spaces' when life feels overwhelming or out of control?
application • medium - 4
When you're stuck in a situation you can't change (like Amy at Aunt March's), what strategies help you maintain your sense of self and purpose?
application • deep - 5
What does Amy's will-writing at such a young age teach us about how people process fear and show love when facing uncertainty?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Design Your Sacred Space Strategy
Think about a current situation where you feel trapped or overwhelmed. Following Amy's example, design a small sacred space (physical or mental) where you could retreat for clarity and planning. Describe exactly where it would be, what would make it feel safe and yours, and what you would do there when you need to think clearly.
Consider:
- •Your space doesn't need to be fancy - Amy's was just a corner with a few meaningful objects
- •Consider what helps you feel calm and connected to your values
- •Think about how you could protect this space from interruption or judgment
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you felt trapped in a situation you couldn't control. What small actions or spaces helped you maintain your sense of self? How might you apply Amy's strategy to a current challenge in your life?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 20: Mother Returns and Hearts Reveal
In the next chapter, you'll discover crisis brings families closer together and reveals true priorities, and learn personal growth requires both internal motivation and external reminders. These insights reveal timeless patterns that resonate in our own lives and relationships.