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Chapter I. Kolya Krassotkin It was the beginning of November. There had been a hard frost, eleven degrees Réaumur, without snow, but a little dry snow had fallen on the frozen ground during the night, and a keen dry wind was lifting and blowing it along the dreary streets of our town, especially about the market‐place. It was a dull morning, but the snow had ceased. Not far from the market‐place, close to Plotnikov’s shop, there stood a small house, very clean both without and within. It belonged to Madame Krassotkin, the widow of a former provincial secretary, who had been dead for fourteen years. His widow, still a nice‐looking woman of thirty‐two, was living in her neat little house on her private means. She lived in respectable seclusion; she was of a soft but fairly cheerful disposition. She was about eighteen at the time of her husband’s death; she had been married only a year and had just borne him a son. From the day of his death she had devoted herself heart and soul to the bringing up of her precious treasure, her boy Kolya. Though she had loved him passionately those fourteen years, he had caused her far more suffering than happiness. She had been trembling and fainting with terror almost every day, afraid he would fall ill, would catch cold, do something naughty, climb on a chair and fall off it, and so on and so on. When Kolya began going to school, the mother devoted...
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Summary
We meet fourteen-year-old Kolya Krassotkin, a brilliant but troubled boy living with his widowed mother who has smothered him with anxious love since his father died when he was an infant. Despite being academically gifted and respected by his classmates, Kolya feels compelled to prove his toughness through increasingly dangerous pranks. The most shocking incident occurs during summer vacation when he lies down between railway tracks and lets a speeding train pass over him to win a bet with older boys who looked down on him. This near-death experience terrifies his mother into hysterics and forces Kolya to promise he'll stop his reckless behavior. The incident also affects his relationship with his teacher Dardanelov, who is secretly in love with Kolya's mother and helped cover up the railway stunt. Kolya despises Dardanelov's romantic feelings but learns to hide his contempt after seeing how his dangerous behavior devastated his mother. The chapter reveals that this same Kolya is the boy who was stabbed by little Ilusha Snegiryov in an earlier incident, connecting him to the ongoing family drama. Dostoevsky shows us how a mother's overwhelming anxiety can push a child toward the very dangers she fears most, and how the need to prove oneself can lead to life-threatening choices.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Provincial secretary
A low-level government clerk in 19th-century Russia's bureaucracy. These men had steady but modest incomes and represented the emerging middle class between peasants and nobility.
Modern Usage:
Like today's mid-level government workers or office administrators who provide financial stability but not wealth.
Private means
Having enough savings or inheritance to live without working. In Russia, this usually meant a modest pension or small inheritance that covered basic needs.
Modern Usage:
Similar to living on social security, a small inheritance, or disability payments that cover the basics.
Réaumur scale
An old temperature measurement system used in Russia. Eleven degrees Réaumur equals about 7 degrees Fahrenheit - bitter cold weather.
Modern Usage:
Like when weather reports use different scales, showing how different countries measured things differently before global standards.
Overprotective parenting
When a parent's fear and anxiety leads them to shield their child from normal risks and experiences. Often creates the opposite effect, making children more reckless.
Modern Usage:
Helicopter parenting, bubble-wrapping kids, or parents who won't let children walk to school alone.
Proving masculinity
The pressure boys feel to demonstrate toughness or courage, especially when others question their bravery. Often leads to dangerous or foolish behavior.
Modern Usage:
Boys taking dangerous dares, joining gangs to look tough, or risky behavior to impress peers on social media.
Academic giftedness
Being naturally smart in school subjects but not necessarily wise about life. Intelligence doesn't protect against poor judgment or emotional problems.
Modern Usage:
The straight-A student who makes terrible life choices, or the gifted kid who struggles with social situations.
Characters in This Chapter
Kolya Krassotkin
Troubled protagonist
A brilliant fourteen-year-old who feels smothered by his anxious mother and compensates by taking dangerous risks to prove his courage. His near-death railway stunt shows how overprotection can backfire spectacularly.
Modern Equivalent:
The gifted kid who acts out dangerously because he feels controlled
Madame Krassotkin
Anxious mother
Kolya's widowed mother who has spent fourteen years in constant terror that something will happen to her son. Her overwhelming anxiety actually pushes him toward the very dangers she fears most.
Modern Equivalent:
The helicopter parent whose fear creates the problems they're trying to prevent
Dardanelov
Conflicted teacher
Kolya's teacher who is secretly in love with the boy's mother and helped cover up the railway incident. He represents the uncomfortable position of caring about someone while having hidden motives.
Modern Equivalent:
The teacher or family friend with romantic feelings for a single parent
Ilusha Snegiryov
Connected victim
The boy who stabbed Kolya in an earlier incident, now revealed to be connected to this story. Shows how past conflicts ripple through communities.
Modern Equivalent:
The kid from a previous drama who's still part of the ongoing story
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how excessive protection creates the very risks it aims to prevent.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when someone's worry about you makes you want to prove them wrong—pause and ask if you're acting from genuine need or from feeling diminished.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"Though she had loved him passionately those fourteen years, he had caused her far more suffering than happiness."
Context: Describing Madame Krassotkin's relationship with her son
This captures the painful irony of overprotective love - the very intensity of her caring creates the problems that cause her suffering. Her fear becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
In Today's Words:
She loved him so much it made both their lives miserable.
"She had been trembling and fainting with terror almost every day, afraid he would fall ill, would catch cold, do something naughty, climb on a chair and fall off it."
Context: Explaining the mother's constant anxiety about normal childhood activities
Shows how anxiety can make normal childhood development feel catastrophic. Her fear of ordinary risks pushes Kolya toward extraordinary ones.
In Today's Words:
She was so scared of every little thing that she made herself sick with worry.
"The train thundered by and passed over him without touching him, as he had calculated."
Context: Describing Kolya's dangerous railway stunt to prove his courage
This moment shows how a smothered child will seek the ultimate risk to prove independence. The clinical tone 'as he had calculated' shows his intelligence made the stunt more dangerous, not safer.
In Today's Words:
He almost got himself killed just to prove he wasn't a mama's boy.
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Road of Dangerous Proving
When excessive protection makes someone feel powerless, they're driven to prove their strength through increasingly risky behavior.
Thematic Threads
Identity
In This Chapter
Kolya struggles to define himself as strong and independent while trapped by his mother's anxious love and others' expectations
Development
Building on earlier themes of self-definition, showing how external pressures can distort identity formation
In Your Life:
You might recognize this when you find yourself acting out of character just to prove a point about who you are.
Class
In This Chapter
Kolya feels compelled to prove himself to older, presumably higher-status boys through dangerous stunts
Development
Continues the book's exploration of how social hierarchies drive destructive behavior
In Your Life:
You might see this when you take unnecessary risks to gain respect from people you perceive as above your station.
Personal Growth
In This Chapter
Kolya's reckless phase represents a distorted attempt at independence and self-discovery
Development
Shows how growth can be derailed when healthy risk-taking becomes dangerous proving
In Your Life:
You might notice this when your attempts to grow feel more about proving others wrong than becoming who you want to be.
Human Relationships
In This Chapter
The toxic dynamic between Kolya's mother's anxiety and his rebellious response damages their bond
Development
Deepens the book's examination of how fear-based love can destroy what it seeks to protect
In Your Life:
You might experience this in any relationship where someone's worry about you makes you want to hide your struggles from them.
Social Expectations
In This Chapter
Kolya feels pressure to live up to impossible standards—brilliant student, tough kid, perfect son
Development
Introduced here as a new dimension of how external expectations can create internal conflict
In Your Life:
You might feel this when you're trying to be everything to everyone and the pressure makes you want to rebel against all of it.
Modern Adaptation
When Protection Becomes Prison
Following Ivan's story...
Marcus works at a distribution center where his supervisor Janet constantly hovers, checking his work every hour and reminding him about safety protocols he's known for months. Since his workplace injury last year, she treats him like he might break, questioning every lift and watching him like a hawk. The more she hovers, the more suffocated Marcus feels. Yesterday, when she wasn't looking, he deliberately lifted a box that was clearly over the weight limit—not because he needed to, but because he needed to prove he wasn't fragile. His back twinged, but the moment of defiance felt worth it. Now he's planning to volunteer for the loading dock's most demanding shift, the one Janet explicitly told him to avoid. He knows it's risky, but her constant worry has become unbearable. Every safety reminder feels like an insult, every check-in like proof she sees him as broken. The more she tries to protect him, the more he needs to prove she's wrong, even if it means risking the very injury she's trying to prevent.
The Road
The road Kolya walked in 1880, Marcus walks today. The pattern is identical: when love becomes suffocating anxiety, it drives us toward the exact dangers our protectors fear most.
The Map
This chapter provides a navigation tool for recognizing when protection becomes rebellion fuel. Marcus can identify the emotional trap before it leads to real harm.
Amplification
Before reading this, Marcus might have kept escalating his risky behavior to prove his strength. Now he can NAME the suffocation-rebellion cycle, PREDICT where it leads, and NAVIGATE it by setting boundaries instead of taking dangerous risks.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What drove Kolya to lie under the speeding train, and how did his mother react when she found out?
analysis • surface - 2
Why does Kolya's mother's anxious love actually push him toward more dangerous behavior instead of keeping him safe?
analysis • medium - 3
Where have you seen this pattern today - someone's worried protection actually creating the risks they're trying to prevent?
application • medium - 4
If you were Kolya's mother, how would you show love and concern without pushing him toward dangerous proving behaviors?
application • deep - 5
What does Kolya's story reveal about the difference between protection that builds strength and protection that creates rebellion?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Map the Anxiety-Rebellion Cycle
Think of a relationship where someone worries excessively about you, or where you worry about someone else. Draw or describe the cycle: How does the worry get expressed? How does the other person respond? Where does it escalate? What would breaking this cycle look like?
Consider:
- •Notice whether the worry comes from love or from a need to control
- •Consider how the 'protected' person might feel diminished or infantilized
- •Think about what the worrier is really afraid of losing
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when someone's excessive concern for you made you want to prove them wrong. What were you really trying to prove, and what would have felt more supportive?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 64: Kolya's Burden of Responsibility
Moving forward, we'll examine responsibility often conflicts with personal desires, and understand the way children process adult situations through their own logic. These insights bridge the gap between classic literature and modern experience.