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CHAPTER XIX. An Opinion Worn out by anxious watching, Mr. Lorry fell asleep at his post. On the tenth morning of his suspense, he was startled by the shining of the sun into the room where a heavy slumber had overtaken him when it was dark night. He rubbed his eyes and roused himself; but he doubted, when he had done so, whether he was not still asleep. For, going to the door of the Doctor’s room and looking in, he perceived that the shoemaker’s bench and tools were put aside again, and that the Doctor himself sat reading at the window. He was in his usual morning dress, and his face (which Mr. Lorry could distinctly see), though still very pale, was calmly studious and attentive. Even when he had satisfied himself that he was awake, Mr. Lorry felt giddily uncertain for some few moments whether the late shoemaking might not be a disturbed dream of his own; for, did not his eyes show him his friend before him in his accustomed clothing and aspect, and employed as usual; and was there any sign within their range, that the change of which he had so strong an impression had actually happened? It was but the inquiry of his first confusion and astonishment, the answer being obvious. If the impression were not produced by a real corresponding and sufficient cause, how came he, Jarvis Lorry, there? How came he to have fallen asleep, in his clothes, on the sofa in...
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Summary
Mr. Lorry wakes to find Dr. Manette has emerged from his nine-day relapse into shoemaking, appearing normal again but with no memory of what happened. Through a careful conversation where Lorry pretends to seek advice about 'a friend's case,' he gets the Doctor to unknowingly diagnose his own condition. Dr. Manette explains that such relapses come from triggers that revive traumatic memories, and while this episode was likely the worst, the patient needs to let go of anything connected to the original trauma. The conversation reveals the Doctor's deep understanding of his own fragile mental state, even as he can't consciously acknowledge it. Lorry presses the crucial question: should 'the friend' keep his old tools from prison? After much internal struggle, Dr. Manette agrees they should be removed, but only when the patient isn't present. Once the Doctor leaves to rejoin Lucie, Lorry and Miss Pross secretly destroy the shoemaker's bench and tools, burning and burying every trace. The scene feels like a crime to them, but they know it's necessary for the Doctor's healing. This chapter shows how sometimes love requires making hard choices for others, even when they can't make those choices themselves. It explores the delicate balance between respecting someone's autonomy and protecting their wellbeing, and how healing sometimes means destroying the very things that once provided comfort.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Relapse
A return to a previous condition or state, especially after improvement. In Dr. Manette's case, it means falling back into the traumatized behavior of making shoes like he did in prison. The relapse shows how trauma can suddenly resurface even years later.
Modern Usage:
We see this with addiction recovery, PTSD episodes, or depression - someone can be doing well, then something triggers them back to old patterns.
Psychological trigger
Something that brings back traumatic memories and causes someone to react as if the trauma is happening again. For Dr. Manette, certain events or emotions make him mentally return to his prison cell. It's an automatic response he can't control.
Modern Usage:
Veterans might be triggered by loud noises, abuse survivors by certain situations - the brain reacts to reminders of past trauma.
Dissociation
When someone mentally disconnects from reality during stress or trauma. Dr. Manette doesn't remember his nine days of shoemaking because his mind protected itself by 'checking out.' It's like being on autopilot during overwhelming situations.
Modern Usage:
People describe feeling like they're watching themselves from outside their body during panic attacks or traumatic events.
Enabling vs. helping
The difference between protecting someone in a way that helps them heal versus protecting them in a way that keeps them stuck. Lorry and Miss Pross destroy the tools to truly help Dr. Manette, even though it feels harsh.
Modern Usage:
Like taking car keys from someone with a drinking problem - it feels mean but it's actually loving protection.
Therapeutic deception
When someone uses indirect methods to help another person face difficult truths. Lorry pretends to ask about 'a friend' so Dr. Manette can give advice about his own condition without the shame of admitting it directly.
Modern Usage:
Like when therapists ask 'What would you tell a friend in your situation?' to help people see their problems more clearly.
Comfort objects
Items that provide emotional security, even when they're connected to painful experiences. The shoemaking tools represent both Dr. Manette's trauma and his survival mechanism. Sometimes what comforts us also keeps us trapped.
Modern Usage:
Like keeping an ex's belongings or staying in a job that makes you miserable because change feels scarier than the familiar pain.
Characters in This Chapter
Mr. Lorry
Caring friend and protector
He stays awake for ten nights watching over Dr. Manette during his relapse. Lorry carefully navigates getting the Doctor to agree to destroy his tools without directly confronting him about his condition. He shows how love sometimes requires making hard decisions for others.
Modern Equivalent:
The friend who stages an intervention or takes away someone's credit cards during a spending addiction
Dr. Manette
Trauma survivor in recovery
He emerges from his relapse with no memory of it, but shows deep understanding of trauma when discussing 'a friend's case.' His internal struggle about whether to keep his tools reveals how hard it is to let go of survival mechanisms, even when they're no longer needed.
Modern Equivalent:
The veteran who knows therapy helps but can't bring themselves to throw away their combat gear
Miss Pross
Loyal household protector
She helps Lorry destroy the shoemaker's bench and tools, even though it feels wrong to them both. Her participation shows how sometimes the people who love us most have to do things that feel like betrayal for our own good.
Modern Equivalent:
The sister who helps clean out a hoarder's house or throws away a loved one's drug paraphernalia
Lucie
Innocent catalyst
Though not present during the tool destruction, her relationship with Darnay likely triggered her father's relapse. She represents the future that Dr. Manette wants but that also threatens his sense of control and safety.
Modern Equivalent:
The adult child whose happiness triggers a parent's fear of abandonment or loss of purpose
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to distinguish between controlling behavior and necessary intervention when someone cannot protect themselves from their own trauma responses.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when someone you care about clings to something that clearly hurts them—then ask whether they need support to let go or space to figure it out themselves.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"It is a dreadful remembrance. Besides that, his loss of himself grew out of it. Not knowing how he lost himself, or how he recovered himself, he may never feel certain of not losing himself again."
Context: When Lorry asks about 'a friend' who had a similar traumatic experience
This reveals Dr. Manette's deep self-awareness about trauma even when he can't consciously admit it's about himself. He understands that not remembering how you break down makes you fear it happening again. It shows the ongoing anxiety that trauma survivors live with.
In Today's Words:
The scary part isn't just what happened - it's not knowing what might set you off again or how to stop it if it does.
"I believe that the sharp fire of forge and file was still fresh in the prisoner's mind when those objects were before him."
Context: Explaining why 'the friend' might be triggered by seeing his old prison tools
He's describing how physical objects can instantly transport someone back to traumatic experiences. The tools aren't just reminders - they make the trauma feel present and real again. This shows his sophisticated understanding of how trauma works.
In Today's Words:
Seeing those things probably makes him feel like he's right back in that terrible place, like no time has passed at all.
"But he has no remembrance whatever of having been that way, nor has he any consciousness that he has fallen into this condition."
Context: Describing the 'friend's' blackouts to Dr. Manette
This highlights the protective but frightening nature of dissociation. The mind shields itself from trauma by forgetting, but this creates a terrifying loss of control and memory gaps. It explains why Dr. Manette can't remember his relapses.
In Today's Words:
He completely blacks out when it happens - afterwards, it's like those days never existed for him.
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Road of Necessary Destruction
When things that once provided safety or comfort become barriers to growth, requiring external intervention to break free.
Thematic Threads
Identity
In This Chapter
Dr. Manette's identity is split between doctor and prisoner, unable to fully integrate his past with his present
Development
Evolved from his initial resurrection to showing the ongoing struggle of reconstructing self
In Your Life:
You might struggle with outdated versions of yourself that no longer serve your growth
Human Relationships
In This Chapter
Lorry and Miss Pross act as loving guardians, making difficult decisions to protect Dr. Manette's wellbeing
Development
Builds on earlier themes of chosen family and protective love
In Your Life:
You might need others to help you make changes you can't make alone
Personal Growth
In This Chapter
Healing requires destroying attachments to trauma, even when those attachments feel necessary for survival
Development
Deepens the theme of resurrection by showing growth requires conscious destruction of the past
In Your Life:
You might need to let go of coping mechanisms that once helped but now hold you back
Class
In This Chapter
The shoemaker's tools represent the Doctor's forced descent into working-class labor during imprisonment
Development
Continues exploring how class position can be imposed by circumstances beyond control
In Your Life:
You might carry shame about past economic circumstances that shaped your identity
Modern Adaptation
When Love Means Taking the Bottles
Following Sydney's story...
Sydney's been sober for two weeks after his latest breakdown at the firm. His sister Maria finds him lucid but shaky, with no memory of the three-day bender that nearly got him fired. Through careful conversation, she gets him to admit that keeping his 'emergency' bottle of bourbon in his desk drawer is dangerous. Sydney knows intellectually that it triggers his relapses, but can't bring himself to throw it away—it feels like losing his only safety net. When he steps out for coffee, Maria and their neighbor quietly empty every bottle in his apartment, pouring thousands of dollars of premium liquor down the drain. They know Sydney will be furious, but they also know he'll thank them later. Sometimes protecting someone means making the choice they can't make themselves, even when it feels like betrayal.
The Road
The road Dr. Manette walked in 1859, Sydney walks today. The pattern is identical: trauma creates attachments to things that once provided comfort but now cause harm, requiring others to intervene when we cannot let go ourselves.
The Map
This chapter provides a framework for recognizing when someone needs intervention despite their protests. It teaches how to help others release destructive attachments they cannot abandon alone.
Amplification
Before reading this, Sydney might have seen his sister's actions as betrayal and violation of trust. Now he can NAME it as protective intervention, PREDICT when trauma creates unhealthy attachments, and NAVIGATE the difference between enabling and helping.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
Why does Mr. Lorry pretend he's asking about 'a friend's case' instead of directly discussing Dr. Manette's condition?
analysis • surface - 2
What does Dr. Manette's advice about his own condition reveal about how trauma affects our ability to help ourselves?
analysis • medium - 3
Think of someone you know who holds onto something that once helped them but now holds them back. What makes it so hard for them to let go?
application • medium - 4
When is it right to make hard choices for someone else, even when they can't or won't make those choices themselves?
application • deep - 5
What does this chapter teach us about the difference between protecting someone and respecting their independence?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Identify Your Own Comfort Prison
Think about something in your life that once served you well but might now be holding you back. This could be a habit, a relationship, a way of thinking, or even physical objects you can't let go of. Write down what it is, why it once helped you, and honestly assess whether it still serves you or has become a limitation.
Consider:
- •Consider why letting go feels scary or wrong, even when you know it might help
- •Think about whether you need trusted people to help you release this thing
- •Ask yourself what you're really afraid of losing if you let this go
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when someone else had to help you let go of something you couldn't release on your own. How did it feel? What did you learn about accepting help?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 26: The Plea for Friendship
As the story unfolds, you'll explore to recognize when someone is reaching out despite their pride, while uncovering the power of seeing potential in people others have written off. These lessons connect the classic to contemporary challenges we all face.