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CHAPTER XX. A Plea When the newly-married pair came home, the first person who appeared, to offer his congratulations, was Sydney Carton. They had not been at home many hours, when he presented himself. He was not improved in habits, or in looks, or in manner; but there was a certain rugged air of fidelity about him, which was new to the observation of Charles Darnay. He watched his opportunity of taking Darnay aside into a window, and of speaking to him when no one overheard. “Mr. Darnay,” said Carton, “I wish we might be friends.” “We are already friends, I hope.” “You are good enough to say so, as a fashion of speech; but, I don’t mean any fashion of speech. Indeed, when I say I wish we might be friends, I scarcely mean quite that, either.” Charles Darnay--as was natural--asked him, in all good-humour and good-fellowship, what he did mean? “Upon my life,” said Carton, smiling, “I find that easier to comprehend in my own mind, than to convey to yours. However, let me try. You remember a certain famous occasion when I was more drunk than--than usual?” “I remember a certain famous occasion when you forced me to confess that you had been drinking.” “I remember it too. The curse of those occasions is heavy upon me, for I always remember them. I hope it may be taken into account one day, when all days are at an end for me! Don’t be alarmed; I am not...
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Summary
Sydney Carton makes an unexpected visit to the newly married Charles and Lucie Darnay, seeking something he's never asked for before: friendship. But this isn't ordinary friendship—Carton wants permission to exist on the margins of their happiness, like 'useless furniture' tolerated for past service. He's brutally honest about his worthlessness, calling himself a 'dissolute dog' who will never change, yet something in him desperately needs this connection. Darnay agrees, though he doesn't fully understand why it matters so much to Carton. Later, when Darnay casually mentions the conversation to others, describing Carton as careless and reckless, Lucie surprises him with a gentle rebuke. She sees what her husband missed—that Carton carries deep wounds and hidden goodness. 'I have seen it bleeding,' she tells Darnay, asking him to be generous and lenient with Carton's faults. Her compassion transforms how Darnay sees his doppelganger, and somewhere in the dark streets, the 'forlorn wanderer' Carton continues his solitary journey. This chapter reveals how loneliness can drive people to seek connection in unconventional ways, and how one person's faith in our better nature can plant seeds of redemption we didn't know we needed.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Dissolute
Living without moral restraint, especially regarding drinking, gambling, or other vices. In Dickens' time, this was a serious social label that marked someone as unreliable and morally corrupt. Carton uses this word to describe himself, showing his deep self-loathing.
Modern Usage:
We see this in people who've given up on themselves - the coworker who drinks too much, the friend who can't hold down a job, anyone stuck in destructive patterns they can't break.
Forlorn wanderer
Someone who walks through life alone and hopeless, without direction or purpose. This was a common romantic figure in 19th-century literature - the tortured soul searching for meaning. Dickens uses this to show Carton's isolation.
Modern Usage:
Today we'd call this someone who's 'lost' or 'going through the motions' - people who feel disconnected from life and relationships around them.
Fashion of speech
Empty politeness or social courtesy without real meaning behind it. Victorian society was full of formal phrases people said out of habit rather than sincerity. Carton rejects this superficial friendship.
Modern Usage:
Like saying 'How are you?' when you don't really want to know, or 'We should hang out sometime' when you have no intention of making plans.
Bleeding heart
When Lucie says she's seen Carton's heart 'bleeding,' she means she's witnessed his genuine pain and goodness beneath his rough exterior. This suggests deep emotional wounds that others can't see.
Modern Usage:
We use this when we see through someone's tough act to their real hurt - recognizing that the office jerk might be dealing with serious personal pain.
Doppelganger
A person who looks remarkably similar to another, almost like a double or twin. Carton and Darnay's physical resemblance is so strong it becomes central to the plot. In literature, doppelgangers often represent different paths the same person could take.
Modern Usage:
We still use this word for people who look amazingly alike, but also for seeing alternate versions of ourselves in others' life choices.
Redemption arc
The journey of a flawed character toward becoming better, often through sacrifice or changed behavior. Carton's request for friendship and Lucie's faith in him begins this process of potential transformation.
Modern Usage:
We see redemption arcs everywhere in modern stories - the bad boy who changes for love, the addict who gets clean, anyone who turns their life around.
Characters in This Chapter
Sydney Carton
Tragic anti-hero
Makes a vulnerable plea for friendship with Darnay, revealing his desperate loneliness beneath his cynical exterior. He's brutally honest about his flaws while secretly hoping for acceptance and connection.
Modern Equivalent:
The self-sabotaging friend who pushes people away but secretly craves belonging
Charles Darnay
Well-meaning protagonist
Agrees to Carton's unusual friendship request but initially misses the deeper significance. He's kind but somewhat oblivious to others' emotional needs until Lucie opens his eyes.
Modern Equivalent:
The good guy who means well but doesn't always pick up on social cues
Lucie Darnay
Compassionate moral center
Gently corrects her husband's casual dismissal of Carton, showing she sees the wounded goodness in him that others miss. Her faith in people's better nature becomes a force for potential redemption.
Modern Equivalent:
The friend who sees the good in everyone and calls out others when they're being too harsh
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to hear what people are really asking for beneath their words, especially when shame makes them ask for less than they need.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when someone minimizes their own worth or asks for minimal consideration—they might actually be testing whether you'll see their hidden value.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"I wish we might be friends."
Context: Carton approaches Darnay privately after his wedding to make this unexpected request
This simple statement reveals Carton's profound loneliness and desire for genuine human connection. Coming from someone who usually pushes people away, it shows his desperate need to belong somewhere.
In Today's Words:
I need someone in my corner, even though I know I don't deserve it.
"I am like one who died young. All my life might have been."
Context: Carton explains his sense of wasted potential and lost opportunities
This captures the tragedy of unfulfilled potential - Carton sees himself as already dead inside, mourning the life he could have lived. It's both self-pity and genuine grief for his wasted talents.
In Today's Words:
I feel like I died years ago and I'm just going through the motions now.
"I have seen it bleeding."
Context: Lucie tells her husband she's witnessed Carton's hidden pain and goodness
Lucie's compassionate insight reveals her ability to see past surface behavior to someone's true heart. Her words suggest Carton's goodness is wounded but still alive, giving hope for his redemption.
In Today's Words:
I've seen how much he's hurting inside, and there's still good in him.
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Road of Desperate Connection
When people feel fundamentally unworthy, they'll negotiate for minimal connection rather than risk asking for genuine love and belonging.
Thematic Threads
Worthlessness
In This Chapter
Carton explicitly calls himself 'dissolute' and 'useless,' negotiating for marginal acceptance rather than friendship
Development
Evolution from earlier self-hatred—now actively seeking connection despite feeling unworthy
In Your Life:
You might recognize this when you apologize for your needs or downplay your value to avoid rejection.
Compassion
In This Chapter
Lucie sees past Carton's performance to his 'bleeding' wounds and asks Darnay to be generous with his faults
Development
Lucie consistently demonstrates ability to see deeper truth in people beyond surface behavior
In Your Life:
You might practice this by looking for the pain behind someone's difficult behavior rather than just reacting to it.
Identity
In This Chapter
Carton and Darnay continue their strange doppelganger relationship, with Carton seeking proximity to his 'better' self
Development
The physical resemblance now extends to emotional dynamics—Carton wants access to Darnay's life
In Your Life:
You might notice this when you're drawn to people who represent who you wish you could be.
Class
In This Chapter
Carton positions himself as 'furniture'—useful but not truly part of the family, accepting a servant-like status
Development
Class dynamics now internalized as personal worth—Carton places himself in lower social position
In Your Life:
You might see this in how you position yourself in social or work situations, accepting less than equal treatment.
Redemption
In This Chapter
Seeds of change planted through Lucie's faith in Carton's hidden goodness, though he doesn't recognize it yet
Development
First hint that Carton might be capable of transformation through another's belief in him
In Your Life:
You might experience this when someone sees potential in you that you can't see in yourself.
Modern Adaptation
When You Ask to Be Kept Around
Following Sydney's story...
Sydney shows up at his old law school friend Marcus's house, where Marcus lives with his new wife Sarah. After a few drinks, Sydney makes an awkward request: he wants to stay friends, but not real friends—just someone Marcus tolerates around the edges. 'I know I'm a mess,' Sydney says, 'but could I just... exist in your orbit? Like that old chair you keep because it was your dad's—useless but familiar.' Marcus agrees, confused but touched. Later, when Marcus tells Sarah about the conversation, calling Sydney 'reckless and self-destructive,' Sarah gently corrects him. She's seen Sydney at the hospital where she works as a nurse—he volunteers in the ER, holding hands with dying patients. 'He's wounded,' she tells Marcus. 'But there's something good in there that's still fighting.' Meanwhile, Sydney walks home through empty streets, carrying the small victory of being allowed to stay, even on the margins.
The Road
The road Carton walked in 1859, Sydney walks today. The pattern is identical: when shame runs deep enough, people will negotiate for scraps of belonging rather than risk total rejection.
The Map
This chapter provides a navigation tool for recognizing when someone is asking for connection in disguise. When people preemptively call themselves worthless, they're often testing whether you'll see past the performance to their actual need.
Amplification
Before reading this, Sydney might have accepted surface-level dismissals of people's pain. Now they can NAME self-protective devaluation, PREDICT the loneliness driving it, and NAVIGATE toward genuine connection instead of enabling the performance.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What unusual request does Sydney Carton make of Charles and Lucie, and how does he describe his own worth?
analysis • surface - 2
Why does Carton ask to be treated like 'useless furniture' rather than seeking genuine friendship?
analysis • medium - 3
Where do you see people today asking for 'scraps' of belonging instead of real connection - at work, in families, or friend groups?
application • medium - 4
How does Lucie's response to Carton differ from her husband's, and what does this teach about seeing past someone's self-destructive behavior?
analysis • deep - 5
When someone consistently puts themselves down or asks for minimal acceptance, what are they really communicating about their needs?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Decode the Hidden Request
Think of someone in your life who consistently apologizes for taking up space, volunteers for thankless tasks, or puts themselves down before others can. Write down what they actually say versus what they might really need. Then consider: how could you respond to the real need rather than just the surface request?
Consider:
- •People often ask for what feels safe rather than what they actually need
- •Self-deprecating behavior is usually a protection strategy, not true self-assessment
- •Responding to the hidden need requires seeing past the performance to the person
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you asked for scraps of acceptance instead of genuine connection. What were you really afraid would happen if you asked for what you actually needed?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 27: When the Past Comes Calling
The coming pages reveal peaceful moments can mask approaching storms, and teach us revolution erupts when people have nothing left to lose. These discoveries help us navigate similar situations in our own lives.