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CHAPTER X Natásha had married in the early spring of 1813, and in 1820 already had three daughters besides a son for whom she had longed and whom she was now nursing. She had grown stouter and broader, so that it was difficult to recognize in this robust, motherly woman the slim, lively Natásha of former days. Her features were more defined and had a calm, soft, and serene expression. In her face there was none of the ever-glowing animation that had formerly burned there and constituted its charm. Now her face and body were often all that one saw, and her soul was not visible at all. All that struck the eye was a strong, handsome, and fertile woman. The old fire very rarely kindled in her face now. That happened only when, as was the case that day, her husband returned home, or a sick child was convalescent, or when she and Countess Mary spoke of Prince Andrew (she never mentioned him to her husband, who she imagined was jealous of Prince Andrew’s memory), or on the rare occasions when something happened to induce her to sing, a practice she had quite abandoned since her marriage. At the rare moments when the old fire did kindle in her handsome, fully developed body she was even more attractive than in former days. Since their marriage Natásha and her husband had lived in Moscow, in Petersburg, on their estate near Moscow, or with her mother, that is to say, in...
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Summary
Seven years after marriage, Natasha has transformed from a vivacious young woman into a devoted wife and mother of four children. Her physical appearance has changed dramatically - she's stouter, broader, and bears little resemblance to her former self. The spark that once made her captivating now only appears during rare moments of joy or when discussing her late love, Prince Andrew. Unlike fashionable women who maintain their allure after marriage, Natasha has abandoned all pretense and social graces, devoting herself entirely to her husband Pierre and their children. She sees no point in the contemporary debates about women's rights or marital equality, viewing marriage purely as a foundation for family rather than personal fulfillment. Her complete absorption in domestic life puzzles society friends but delights her mother, who always predicted this transformation. Pierre finds himself both controlled and cherished - Natasha demands his complete attention and fidelity while simultaneously organizing their entire household around his wishes and needs. Their relationship works through a complex dance of mutual submission: she governs his social life while he governs their home life. Over seven years, Pierre has come to see his best qualities reflected in his wife, feeling that she brings out his goodness while filtering out his flaws. This chapter reveals how love can reshape identity completely, showing both the profound satisfaction and the significant sacrifices that come with total devotion to family.
That's what happens. To understand what the author is really doing—and to discuss this chapter with confidence—keep reading.
Terms to Know
Domestic absorption
The complete transformation of a woman's identity and priorities after marriage, where personal interests become secondary to family needs. In 19th century Russia, this was considered the natural and proper evolution of a wife.
Modern Usage:
We see this today when someone completely changes their lifestyle, hobbies, and social circle after getting married or having kids.
Maternal transformation
The physical and emotional changes that motherhood brings, often making a woman unrecognizable from her pre-children self. Tolstoy presents this as both natural and somewhat melancholy.
Modern Usage:
Modern discussions about 'losing yourself' in motherhood or the pressure to 'bounce back' after having children reflect this same concept.
Conjugal devotion
The complete dedication to one's spouse that was expected in traditional marriages. This included managing their social life, protecting their reputation, and making their comfort the primary concern.
Modern Usage:
Today we might call this being 'ride or die' for your partner, though modern relationships usually expect more balance.
Social withdrawal
The practice of abandoning fashionable society and its expectations after marriage, focusing entirely on domestic life. This was both criticized and praised in Tolstoy's time.
Modern Usage:
We see this when people stop going out with friends or pursuing personal interests after major life changes like marriage or parenthood.
Emotional possession
The way Natasha completely claims Pierre's attention and loyalty while simultaneously organizing her life around his needs. It's control disguised as devotion.
Modern Usage:
This shows up today in relationships where partners become each other's entire world, often isolating from friends and family.
Memory jealousy
Pierre's imagined jealousy of Prince Andrew, Natasha's deceased former love. This reflects the insecurity that can arise from a partner's past relationships, even with someone who has died.
Modern Usage:
Today we call this being threatened by an ex, even when that relationship is completely over or the person has passed away.
Characters in This Chapter
Natasha
Transformed protagonist
Once vivacious and socially engaged, she has become completely absorbed in domestic life. Her physical transformation mirrors her emotional one - she's unrecognizable from her former self but deeply content in her new role as wife and mother.
Modern Equivalent:
The friend who completely changes after having kids and seems happy but you miss who they used to be
Pierre
Devoted husband
He has found his identity through Natasha's love and management. She brings out his best qualities while filtering out his flaws, creating a version of himself he can be proud of.
Modern Equivalent:
The guy whose wife manages his entire social calendar and he's actually grateful for it
Prince Andrew
Deceased former love
Though dead, his memory still influences the household. Natasha speaks of him only with Countess Mary, protecting Pierre from imagined jealousy, showing how past relationships can cast shadows on current ones.
Modern Equivalent:
The ex who died but whose memory still affects the current relationship
Countess Mary
Confidante
The only person with whom Natasha can discuss Prince Andrew's memory. She serves as a safe space for Natasha to acknowledge her past without threatening her present marriage.
Modern Equivalent:
The sister-in-law who becomes your closest friend and keeper of family secrets
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to spot when love or commitment gradually reshapes who we are, often without our conscious awareness.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when you catch yourself saying 'we' instead of 'I,' or when you realize you haven't done something you used to enjoy—these are early signs of identity absorption happening.
You have the foundation. Now let's look closer.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"All that struck the eye was a strong, handsome, and fertile woman."
Context: Describing how Natasha's appearance has completely changed after seven years of marriage and motherhood
This quote captures how motherhood and marriage have transformed Natasha from a sparkling individual into someone defined primarily by her biological and domestic functions. It's both admiring and slightly reductive.
In Today's Words:
She looked like someone whose whole life was about being a wife and mom, and that was pretty much all you could see when you looked at her.
"She never mentioned him to her husband, who she imagined was jealous of Prince Andrew's memory."
Context: Explaining why Natasha only discusses her deceased former love with Countess Mary
This reveals the careful emotional management required in marriage. Natasha protects Pierre from his own insecurities while managing her own need to remember her past love.
In Today's Words:
She didn't talk about her ex around her husband because she figured it would make him feel insecure, even though the guy was dead.
"The old fire very rarely kindled in her face now."
Context: Describing how Natasha's former vivacity only appears in special moments
This suggests that something essential about Natasha's spirit has been dampened by domestic life, though Tolstoy presents this as natural rather than tragic. The 'fire' represents her individual spark.
In Today's Words:
That spark that made her special hardly ever showed up anymore.
Intelligence Amplifier™ Analysis
The Road of Total Devotion
The gradual dissolution of individual identity through complete devotion to roles or relationships, leading to deep satisfaction but potential loss of self.
Thematic Threads
Identity
In This Chapter
Natasha has completely transformed from vivacious young woman to devoted wife/mother, abandoning all traces of her former self
Development
Evolution from earlier chapters showing her youthful spirit and independence
In Your Life:
You might recognize this when you realize you can't remember what you enjoyed before your current major role consumed your life.
Social Expectations
In This Chapter
Natasha rejects contemporary debates about women's rights, choosing traditional domestic devotion over social engagement
Development
Contrast with earlier social pressures and expectations she navigated as a young woman
In Your Life:
You see this when choosing between what society expects and what feels authentic to your values and circumstances.
Human Relationships
In This Chapter
Pierre and Natasha's marriage operates through mutual control and submission, each governing different spheres of their shared life
Development
Culmination of their relationship journey from earlier awkward interactions to deep partnership
In Your Life:
You experience this in any close relationship where you negotiate who makes decisions about what aspects of shared life.
Personal Growth
In This Chapter
Both Pierre and Natasha have evolved through marriage, with Pierre seeing his best qualities reflected in his wife
Development
Shows how characters have matured from their earlier, more self-centered phases
In Your Life:
You recognize this when long-term relationships help you become a better version of yourself through another's influence.
Class
In This Chapter
Natasha's abandonment of social graces and fashionable behavior puzzles her society friends but satisfies her family
Development
Departure from earlier focus on maintaining social status and appearances
In Your Life:
You face this when your authentic choices don't match the expectations of your social or professional circle.
Modern Adaptation
When Love Becomes Everything
Following Andrew's story...
Seven years after marrying Sarah, Andrew has transformed completely. The restless tech entrepreneur who once stayed up all night coding and dreaming of changing the world now works steady hours at the local community center, teaching computer skills to seniors. His beard is fuller, his body softer from Sarah's cooking, his expensive sneakers replaced with practical boots. The spark that once made him magnetic to investors now only appears when he talks about his three kids or shows photos of family camping trips. Unlike his former startup buddies who maintain their hustle even after marriage, Andrew has abandoned all pretense of ambition. He sees no point in entrepreneurship forums or networking events—family is everything. His old friends barely recognize him, but Sarah's mother predicted this transformation perfectly. Sarah manages their social calendar completely while Andrew handles bedtime stories and school pickups. Over seven years, Andrew has found peace in this absorption, feeling that family life brings out his best self while filtering out his restless anxiety.
The Road
The road Natasha walked in 1869, Andrew walks today. The pattern is identical: complete identity absorption into love and family, finding satisfaction through self-erasure.
The Map
This chapter provides a navigation tool for recognizing when love becomes total absorption. Andrew can use it to understand that transformation isn't always loss—sometimes it's finding your truest self.
Amplification
Before reading this, Andrew might have felt guilty about losing his former ambition and drive. Now he can NAME it as identity absorption, PREDICT that this satisfaction comes with trade-offs, and NAVIGATE it by consciously choosing which parts of his old self to preserve.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
How has Natasha changed physically and socially since her marriage to Pierre seven years ago?
analysis • surface - 2
Why does Natasha feel no need to maintain her former social graces or participate in debates about women's rights?
analysis • medium - 3
Where do you see people today completely absorbing their identity into their roles as parent, employee, or caregiver?
application • medium - 4
How could someone maintain their individual identity while still being deeply devoted to their family or career?
application • deep - 5
What does Natasha's transformation reveal about the difference between healthy sacrifice and losing yourself in love?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Identity Inventory Check
Create two lists: 'Who I was before [major role/relationship]' and 'Who I am now.' Include interests, dreams, habits, and values. Then identify which parts of your former self you've kept, lost, or transformed. This isn't about judgment—it's about awareness of how major life changes reshape identity.
Consider:
- •Some changes represent growth, not loss—distinguish between evolution and erasure
- •Consider whether the changes align with your core values or just external expectations
- •Notice if you can still access your former interests or if they feel completely foreign now
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you felt yourself disappearing into a role. What did you miss about your former self, and what did you gain? How might you reclaim parts of your identity while honoring your current commitments?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 348: Pierre Returns Home to Love and Reproach
What lies ahead teaches us absence affects relationships and creates both longing and resentment, and shows us partners need both independence and reassurance in marriage. These patterns appear in literature and life alike.